Want VS. Won't

No Doubt About It

Still?

10 Stories Down

Something's wrong with the night
Something's wrong and it should feel right
Something's weighing on my mind
Is there anybody out there

I have fallen out of place
Sick of saving face
I could use a little break about right now

So I turn the TV up so loud so you don't ever hear me crying out
And my loneliness is the only sound that you'll hear 10 stories down
10 stories down

Something's wrong with the day
Something's missing from the frame
There are only so many ways you can tell me it's okay

So I turn the TV up so loud so you don't ever hear me crying out
And my loneliness is the only sound that you'll hear 10 stories down
10 stories down

Something's are not better left unsaid
Where do they go
Something's are not better left in my head
Where do they go

I turn the TV up so loud so you don't ever hear me crying out
And my loneliness is the only sound that you'll hear

As I turn the TV up so loud so you don't ever hear me crying out
And my loneliness is the only sound that you'll hear 10 stories down
10 stories down

--Michelle Featherstone

Well Connected

I figured it out, and it just might be a Bestseller

Keep Going

Wide Open

The Phantom Limb

Marathon Runner

Oh.

Lead me, Guide me

Fake it til you Make it

Transformed

Vanilla Twighlight

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.
--Owl City

It's all about perception

Much Farther

I have much farther to go
Everything is new and so unpredictable
I should just kick my heels together and go home
But I'm not sure where that is anymore

I have much farther to go
I'm so confused I know
I should just kick my heels together and go home
But I lost my way when I lost you

Sometimes I cry when it's late at night
And you're not there to lay next to me
Morning breaks and the sun warms my face
How I wish it was you warming me
--Rosie Thomas "Much Farther to Go"

Always Remember

A major celebration

Gotta love emails from "The Universe". ;)

Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu,
Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu,
Happy Birrrrthday Dear Sarah,
Happy Birrrrthday to Youuuu!

A few years back, not so long ago, heaven and earth erupted into a major celebration with the news of your impending adventure into this very time and space. You see, someone like you doesn't come along all that often. In fact, there's never been a single one like you, nor is there ever ANY possibility that another will come again. You're an Angel among us. Someone, whose eyes see what no others will EVER see, whose ears hear what no others will EVER hear, and whose perspective and feelings will NEVER, ever be duplicated. Without YOU, the Universe, and ALL THAT IS, would be sadly less than it is.

Quite simply:

You're the kind of person, Sarah,
Who's hard to forget,
A one-in-a-million
To the people you've met.
Your friends are as varied
As the places you go,
And they all want to tell you
In case you don't know:
That you make a big difference
In the lives that you touch,
By taking so little
And giving so much!

Sarah, you are so AWESOME! For your birthday, friends and angels from every corner of the Universe, including buddies you didn't know you had, will be with you to wish you the HAPPIEST of days and an exciting new year in time and space. You won't be alone!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Sarah!

Twenty Five

He's got the whole world in his hands

The Bright Side

Burning Mad

Ever so Boldly